So im in a rough spot and im sure everyone knows. but Im all alone in the black hole that has been my home many times. I just need someone to set my head straight tell me its ok, tell me im not a bad person. Im afraid to tell them because they just will talk about it to others. I can be pretty personal about my life. do not need gossip. What kind of friend does that? I hate how this has become, yet i cant help to admire it. I mean, life is changing, and as hard as it is I guess Im finding out who and what is more important to me. through this I have learned that i don't care for people who have no life but to hate others and their actions. Ive found out that nagitive, angry people bring me down and that can put me in that dangerous spot i have been in before.
Sometimes i think humanity is getting stupider and stupider. You think that the ancient teachings of life would still be used since they are old and wise and everything. but all our society thinks about is how much of an idiot someone is or sex and violence rather then the grater and more knowledgeable things like ' put yourself in someone else shoes' and 'remember ur p's and q's' and 'think of how they feel.' shit i mean we all WERE taught all this at one point. Am I the only one that took them to heart? Im not saying im perfect. but at least Im trying to put a positive twist on things and i do very often take into consideration the other person's perspective. I hate that the people I know go straight for the option that someone's a total moron. If they could only stop, and think! Maybe they would shut up and just get to know the other person's side of the story. Everyone has to have a reason for being a doush bag. Maybe figure it out insted of being a dick too? fighting fire with fire doesnt work. It just makes things burn.